I have been loading my MP3 player with a lot of movie soundtracks lately. A good soundtrack can add another level to a movie. Two examples of this are John William’s The Imperial March (Vader’s Theme)  and Ennio Morricone’s The Ecstasy of Gold. These orchestrations create an image and invoke a reaction even without seeing the actual film.

There are other composers I like to listen to because their works helped to set a tone for their television shows.

Mark Snow- The X-Files, Millennium

Bear McCreary – Battlestar Galactica, The Walking Dead.

Raman Djawadi- Game of Thrones

I also like listening to movie soundtracks because it is interesting to hear and see how music works with storytelling. I also like movie soundtracks because I can find artists that I am not familiar with. I also hear songs I know. Sometimes they can be mixed together for some interesting albums. For example, listen to any of the soundtracks for Quentin Tarantino movies. (Especially Pulp Fiction and Kill Bill Volumes 1 & 2)

There are two soundtracks I want to highlight.

I heard this concept once on a radio show. The DJ’s were talking about playing a song because you sincerely like the song. However, playing it over and over again leads to playing the song to be “ironic”. The problem, I think is you may end of in that zone of “Stuff Hipsters Hate”. And that is a whole another level of “pretentiousness”.

I had this need to have every James Bond theme song whether they are good or bad. This album collected almost every one ever recorded. All I can say is you never want to be caught singing the Carly Simon  alone in the shower. It could be “embarrassing”. I like the James Bond series because it holds to formulaic, escapist fun. It also points out the how “absurd” the idea of the Villain’s desire of “World Domination” is. You hear that Villain’s plan and think about it you come to the conclusion, “That is just crazy enough to actually work”. However, it is all undone by horny, martini-fueled guy dressed as a high priced waiter. So the reality of “World Domination” is just too silly. It also points out what we secretly miss in the current “War on Terrorism”- A sense of style and class. It needs to incorporate more women operatives with “politically incorrect” names.

I also want to make this other observation about the James Bond movie. For a guy who was supposed to be a “secret agent” EVERY Villain knew who he was. I think who ever ran the agency Bond work for had to constantly be writing the following memo. “TO EVERYONE who works in this office. Please follow this policy. SHUT THE FUCK UP about what we do. We need to comply with the “SECRET” part of this job.”

There is another soundtrack I picked up.

Sons of Anarchyis a show about people who choose to operate “between the rock and hard place.” The show may appear to be about an outlaw biker gang. It is more about “morality” of the characters given who and what they are. The album for me is another example of the “duality of the American Dream”. Desperation versus optimism.

One hand it is “Gimme Shelter”

 

And on the other hand “Forever Young”.

When Thomas Jefferson sent Lewis and Clarke into the lands that made up the “Louisiana Purchase” he forever altered the “American Psyche”. Since, then the American society always had a percentage of people becoming “nomads” in the search of their “fortune”. There will always be that notion of “Go West”. And when enough people achieved the means 100 years later to purchase their own automobile that notion was ingrained into the psyche.

Driving is always going to be in conflict with the “American Dream”. The car gives people freedom of mobility. And what you drive will always be the way you are judged by society. The cost of gasoline needed to make it run will never be at the right price. There will also be some “entity” try to claim it can “control” its supply. And that is nothing more than the “delusion of illusion”.

There is a freedom about being able to just go out for drive. Let the window down and just go. And have a chance to be able to get away from the immediate and just being able to think on your own. I go for long drives every now and then for that purpose. I just do not tell anyone when I do or after I have done it. They tend to “freak out” and assume that I am on some mission that will only end “dramatically”. Plus, I go without the “insurance” of a cell phone or a GPS unit. I look it as long as I remain on Planet Earth then I will be all right.

The only thing about driving that is probably fading into the realm of “nostalgia” is the radio. It is a format that is (for a lack of better term) “driving” itself into “irrelevance”. There used to be a thrill to driving and just singing along to the radio. Now the radio is same songs over and over interrupted by prolonged amount of commercials. And I will not even go into the sewer of “talk radio”. I will just say “being outrage and inflammatory” is not a good foundation for starting conversation or relaying information.

The Car is still a good source of inspiration for music about a person taking their personal emotional inventory and still having the desire to move forward.

I stumbled upon this song early in the week from Peter Wolf.

It may seem odd but this song reminded me of distant memory and what may have been. It is what it was. But every now and then I think I may have been living somewhere else. I was just one returned phone call away from it. Maybe. Who knows? I am not sure at this point if I even know that. But sometimes a memory can be just what we need it to be.

The other song that has been a repeated play lately is from Bob Seger. I know that he sometimes gets looked down on by the so called “hipsters and music snobs”. I am not sure why music that has that “blue collar” appeal is by that nature “dumb”. What makes “cryptic” lyrics from “art rock” bands as being “profound”?  Sometimes a song needs to tell its “story” with a “straight forward” message.

 

It is a classic American song. It is about chasing dreams that are “fleeting” at the same moment. There is a desire to be somewhere and yet nowhere in the same moment. I am not sure how to exactly come up with the exact definition of what is the “American Dream” is. I think everyone should define it for themselves and then keep that definition it to themselves. However, I think this song tells the “duality” of the nature within the “American Dream”. It has both “a sense of optimism countered by desperation”.

Maybe this other song by Bob Seger tells that same idea a bit better.

                                       “I Withhold Judgment” (Greek)

I can see more of the world than ever before because of the Internet. However, just because I can see it does not mean I am also getting its complete context. I am only experiencing it through at most two of my senses.

Information is being sent at amazing speed now. You can take a picture and post it to a website easily. Within moments it can be viewed by many with ease too. It seems like about every other week there is a new story that goes “viral” on the Internet. It is a story but more likely now to be a video. It causes people to be “outraged”. The problem is the “emotional” reaction comes quickly. However, a couple of days later “facts” and more information come out about the video that changes the initial “reaction”. The ultimate problem is once people accept their “storyline” (usual along a political ideology) they will hold onto regardless of the new information. I am not sure if an “enraged” community is necessarily an “engaged” society trying to make any real change.  The Internet really is encouraging too much “Slackitivism”. Plus, there will be a new story coming next week to “stir the pot”. If not sooner. 

I think the Internet needs to develop two apps in order to deal with “viral videos” or “stories”. The first is the “Penicillin App”. The reason for it is that anything labeled “viral” needs some form of the “preventative medicine” that should be injected in. The second the Internet needs to bring back the Fotomat Stands. You might remember that cameras actually needed to have their images printed on film. So you had to remove the film from the camera and take it to these outlets called “Fotomat” for processing. And that took at least a week to happen. So what I am proposing there is a “Fotomat App”. This is not meant to be a form of censorship. Everything will be published however it might take a little longer to be posted. It gives people a moment to take a breath before the “hot air of rage” comes up. Some things will be published right away while others may take a day or two. And to keeping with the tradition of the “Fotomat” business plan. A few will be lost completely. And a couple will be mixed up and posted somewhere else for no reason whatsoever.

I find myself watching a lot of things via the Internet. I can see more of this world than ever before. The world might be “seen”. However, you cannot “know” the world. So you need to “check” the ego.

I like reading people’s memoir from time to time. I just have to remember the basic truth of such book. The tale is being written by “the survivors and the winners”.  After the James Frey incident a few years ago and the latest from about the Apple Factory in China (which turned out to be more “fiction” than “fact”. It all makes people a bit skeptical of this genre. However, you have to keep in mind that most of your “experience and knowledge” comes vicariously through the actions of others. Religion and politics are prime examples of that.

In my own personal reading habits I do not like getting “stuck” in one genre or one author for a long time. I also need to bounce back and forth between fiction and non-fiction. I also like to read people’s memoirs from time to time. It is a change in reading pace to read how their experiences happened upon them. I also have to remember two principals at work with this format. The first, history (even your own) is written by the “survivors and the winners”. Secondly, they tend to have a bit bias towards their “strengths” and the “weakness” of others.

I have to also admit to being a bit curious about how people’s experiences shape them to some degree. And the problem is that most of the people I know will never allow for my “inquiry”. So this genre is a way to examine someone else because they have “crack the door” a bit.

There are two author’s experiences I have read in the last couple of months when I needed to take a fiction break.

Anthony Bourdain’s memoir Kitchen Confidentialis book that has been around for many years. I do not think I could ever look at a “kitchen person” regardless of position in the same way. I enjoy his show No Reservations (available streaming on Netflix) because he uses food as a gateway into another culture. The problem with many “food shows” is that I have no “context” how the food smells and taste. There is also way to fully experience it unless I am there. It is kind of fun watching a show to see what is out there. I would like to experience different foods because the “American Diet on the Run” is beginning to lose its flavor. This show is a way I get to at least see what is out there to be explored if given the opportunity. Besides he makes a good tour guide. (Personally, I need to hand out some applications for a new “partner in crime”.)  His show also highlights other parts of the place where he is visiting in the episode. There is “Road Bowling” in Ireland or the game of “Trugo” in Australia that look completely stupid yet a lot of fun at the same time. However, trying to find someone in this country to take part is asking too much. Especially, anyone in the “parental” occupation. And whatever you do not let the politicians, lawyers and insurance agents know that you may be up to some potential “fun”.

(Additional Listening. Anthony Bourdain had some good chats on the podcasts from Marc Maron and Joe Rogan)

From time to time I like to browse the bookstore looking for titles that I might find interesting. I know you “should not judge a book by its cover”. But you have to admit a “cover” gets your attention. If a “cover” did not do that than all the supermodels would be out of work and cereal boxes would not be so colorful. I have to admit this title did a good job grabbing my attention, God’s Middle Finger by Richard Grant. This is his journal of his travels throughout the Sierra Madres region of Mexico. It also includes a history of the region and culture that exists there. I came to one conclusion. There are places on this planet that are and will always simply “Be Nuts”. I liked his approach and when I stumbled by his latest book Crazy River, I knew I had to pick it up. This time he travels the Malagarasi River in the region of Africa. And once again he found another “crazy place” that defies (for lack of better term) Western Logic.

Both of these stories made me realize something. Hopefully, it is something others may pick up on. I can use the Internet or book to get a glimpse of someone, something or someplace I may not have any direct knowledge of. Their existence exists on their terms not mine. So I need to remember that when laying out some “judgment” of my own. I may be right or I may be wrong. Neither side should be firmly set. The places described in those two books will never exist the way any other country outside the region act. You can be in the safety of a book or in front of computer witnessing these places. However, you are never going to have the “context”. We all got postcards of places at one point. And maybe one day got to those locations. Changed your “context”? Didn’t it? The way your life operates from the confines of the space of your home does not necessarily translate outside of it. And you cannot force it upon others either. And you will not always being willing to accept what others want to put into your house.

We can all see a news video report. Remember at any given point an event is happening in 360 degrees. There is not a camera that will ever give the 360 degree view.

What you do see exists in the same moment as what you do not see.

In the end, you can never know the world as a whole. You can be aware. Then accept the reality between what can influence and what you cannot. And remember the same principal is working on you from the other side.

I know it is almost impossible to “withhold judgment”. You need some degree of “judgment” to survive. If people did not have any there would be more people playing in traffic every day.

Remember how the story of this photo changed from when it was first shown last year.

If there’s magic in boxing, it’s the magic of fighting battles  beyond endurance, beyond cracked ribs, ruptured kidneys and detached retinas. It’s the magic of risking everything  for a dream that nobody sees but you.                                                                             

Eddie Dupris (Morgan Freeman)

Million Dollar Baby

I think one of the problems with movies is people watching them seldom take the time to think about the metaphors that are at work within the storyline. This is maybe true when it comes to “boxing” movies. I feel people turn away from the genre because the focus too much on the violence that is unavoidable when it comes to sport itself. Instead people should watch the movie as being about a person who happens to be a “fighter”. The plot line to all “Fight” (regardless of the technique) is basically the same. There is no doubt for the most part that the fighter will make it to that “big match”. The difference is it about the characters involved. It is really about what they reveal about themselves in the process of getting to the “big match”. There is the difference between a good and bad “fight” movie. In fact, the final match in a way is almost “anticlimactic”. A good one focuses on the characters and the journey. A bad one puts all of its focus on that “Big Fight Finale”

This format of movie is more about the metaphor at work than anything else. We all have something that we “fight”. And that same thing “fights” us back. It is all a matter of circumstances that we are all trying to escape. And yet we cannot do it. Eventually we all have to face it. The chance to have a “break-through”. And at the same time risking the “break down”. There is no “escape hatch”. It is something that many people would never understand. Or even try to make the attempt to understand. In fact, finding just one person who gets it is almost impossible. However, it is much easier to find “hyper-critical” people who will work against you. And that is a bit of irony there. A “critical” person is more often than not a person who is not willing to put in the “blood and sweat” needed. It is more than likely they do not have a “clue” on how to it either.

I think every writer at some point becomes attracted to “fight” genre. There is a layer of drama that exists along with the actual fight itself. There is a good background story that gives you someone or something to get behind.

I recently watched Warrior. This is not about boxing but mixed martial arts. It seems even more brutal than regular boxing. I do not enough about the techniques per say in this sport. This movie does not go into explaining them much at all. If had it would be more of “how to” movie that would lose its dramatic storyline. This move surprised me. It is the story of two distant brothers who are both into mixed martial arts. One is haunted Marine back from duty in Iraq. The other is a former fighter who is now married and physics teacher who has fallen behind in his finances. He sees this as his only way to get out from with under. However, this activity gets him suspended from his teaching job. I think this goes to why people might question these characters. Like in real life. Why would anyone do this to themselves? The truth is there will always be people who will physically punish themselves in order to get something. Every athlete does this. But why do some get praised for it? And others are condemned. The other thing why would two brothers want to fight each other in this matter? Another part in this movie to watch is Nick Nolte playing their dad who throughout their lives has made a lot of poor decisions. He also quotes a lot from Moby Dick. It adds yet another layer to story line to watch for.

 

For me it started with the first Rocky movie. I also came back to this movie recently when I picked up a copy of the soundtrack. I know this series is a source of a lot of jokes and parodies. I will give you that Parts 4 and 5 open the door to that for sure. However, you cannot make a good parody if you do not have some affinity for the original source.

Rocky Balboa (The Sixth One) and it really got the franchise back to the “spirit” of the original movie. This story is about how a person who gains notoriety can become almost a parody of himself. There is a cable sports station that does a video game match to see who would today in fight between “Rocky” and the current younger champion. This leads to a battle of egos that leads to a match to find out the answer. Rocky’s son is grown up and is trying to escape his father’s shadow. However, he is down on himself and wants his father not to go back into the ring one last time.

Million Dollar Baby I saw in the movie theater when it came out. First, I am a big Clint Eastwood fan and he directed and starred in this one. He is one of the few Hollywood icons left that will get me to into a theater instead of waiting for it to come out on DVD. This movie had a story that drew me in rather than “pummel” me which happens in a bad “fight” movie. This story for me gave me a sense of the “emotional toll” that may be involved in such a story.

This movie is one of the three movies I have seen in the theater in which the audience left in silence. (For the record the other two were Schindler’s List and Saving Private Ryan) It was an emotional drain to experience. It felt like the aftermath of fight if you had been in the ring yourself.

Finally, there is another boxing movie to check out.

Ignore the tone of the trailer. It is not a pure comedy. Nor is it pure drama. It is something in between. This is probably why the marketing division had a hard time promoting the film. Sadly, too many people need to watch something that is solely in one category. This was also a bit of surprise. It stars Adam Carolla (who surely has a reputation) and it is loosely based on his own life. He is day laborer who gets back to his boxing for another chance. I also like his role because he takes the approach of “This is how I am. You can take it or leave it”. It is a sentiment I can relate to. The real “twist” is what happens during the final “big fight” match that separates this movie.

All these films have one idea in common. The dream. And with that the circumstances they find themselves in that stand in the way.

Frankie likes to say that boxing is an unnatural act, that everything in boxing is backwards: sometimes the best way to deliver a punch is to step back… But step back too far and you ain’t fighting at all.

Eddie Dupris (Morgan Freeman)

Million Dollar Baby

I think I should add another category to this blog.

It should be called “The Thoughts that Have Been Banging Around in My Head for Far Too Long”. Or “The Thoughts that Make Me Stare at the Ceiling While I am Trying to Go to Sleep.” And there has to be a point to put a stop to it and just get it out.

I come a family setting that is more about what you have “procreated” rather than what you are “trying to create” separate from that. So if I am not doing the first part than the second part does not matter. And when you make to my age without doing the first part you are going to be “odd man” out. All I can say “It is what it is.” All I can do is focus on the second part. And the second part is something that they do not want to acknowledge. The good part is it saves a lot of phone calls. But it makes dinners awkward.

Plus, you cannot force something. Especially on to others.

There are times when you stumble across things on the Internet such as a video posting. As you watch it you realize that the person being featured has more wisdom than you ever realized. However, the sad case is this person’s wisdom was never fully realized while he was alive. And you have more questions for him. This is the case with the late comedian Patrice O’Neal.

It is hard to be attempting to do something the people around you do not understand whatsoever. I could lay out the “plan” or “THE VISION” (As the trumpets blare) with all of its fine details. The problem is the more details you give out the more people seem to figure out how they will not work. Rather, how to make them work. Everyone has an “escape plan” to make to the next level for themselves. And you have a role in them. Whether or not they tell you what that is. Your plan changes their narrative. It is just how life operates. That is why the clip resonated with me.

I know what I am do for all of its “ups and downs” is unusual. I am at an age where you tell people that I am “experimenting” they FREAK OUT. Our society has demonized the idea of “experimentation”. A failed national drug policy and risky financial products are big reason behind the fear. There are also way too many lawyers and insurance agents that claim “You can be made whole again. And it will not cost you thing to do so.”

Does Life’s Fine Print guarantee a return on the investment at all times? If so where is my refund on drinks and movies?

The traditional methods of achievement are not holding completely true so I have to turn to different sources for inspiration. It is more than finding just ways to improve the writing and finding outlets and audiences for it. There is no field of knowledge out there that exists on its own. It has to interact with all the other ones out. Anyone arguing for “purity” is wasting time.

I needed to find other sources for building the mechanisms and supports to help that “elusive plan”. I carry copies with me of the following books to refer when I have a chance. It is not always about improving just the “writing” part. It is also about improving the other parts around it.

(NOTE: I do not buy completely into any of the following sources as being the “absolute” way. I am just working through the parts that may help me. It is a matter of “assembling and reassembling” the process.)

1. GapingVoid.comThis blog I read weekly written by Hugh MacLeod. It is more about using the Internet to make connections. However, I am looking forward to his latest book Freedom is Blogging in Your Underpants.

2. The 4 Hour Workweekby Tim Ferris. He is becoming more prolific about his own personal experiments. His work is about achieving more efficiency in your everyday life.

3. The Art of Non-Conformity by Chris Guillebeau. Another source for ideas on how to accomplish things in an “untraditional” way. (It is how the “New Economy” is working. His latest manifesto The Towerpresents some formable ideas.

4. The War of Art by Stephen Pressfield. There has to one book dealing with the “internal mental struggles”.

5. The Accidental Creative by Todd Henry is a book that deals with how to help clean up the thought process. I think it is a good exercise to breakdown and examine the “process”.

I have also been listening to the podcast This Week with Larry Miller. It is a weekly (thus the title) podcast that lasts about an hour. It features just himself doing what is basically a monologue. He discusses those everyday things most of us can relate to it. He breaks them down and offers another perspective to them. Many times he sums things up as “Maybe it’s not perfect. But for what it is. It is good enough. And that’s all right.”

Things exist within their own time. Recognize it. And accept it.

This is a photo taken on as I watched the Super Bowl game this year at my friends’ house. That is their daughter Olivia there. And I am “Her Favorite Uncle”. Before you applaud this achievement let me tell you the “competition” for the title was “weak field of contenders”. She was watching her film on an IPad just sharing the couch during the game. She is 41/2 operates an IPad and more importantly can read. She is also very amusing. The dog name is “Smudge” and his breed is basically “a stomach with four legs, a tail and fur”. Every time, I go over there that dog bounces up in the window and has the look that says, “Thank God you are here”. And then wants to be petted for about 10 minutes and looks at them with the look that says, “See what he is doing. Why can’t you do this for me?” It is nice to be appreciated. One day, Maggie (The Mom) told me that one afternoon the two of them were going “absolutely bonkers” and just started running around the living room and looking out the window. The reason was someone had parked a truck just like mine in front of the house. And they thought I was coming to the house. It took a few minutes, to convince them at that time I was at work.

I guess I have an effect. It is nice to be joyfully recognized.

There are times when you have a good thing. And I cannot recreate it to have for myself 24/7. And that is all right. There are just situations that are unique. So do not get greedy.

I think people too often can get too caught up within themselves. They do not take any time or effort to take a different perspective on things.

I start many of my mornings reading Jessica Hagy’s blog Indexed. She creates simple graphs that break down how certain things or ideas are related to each other. She also has some good ones too in Thoughts Over Coffee. She also had another article to take a look at titled, How to be More Interesting(in 10 Simple Steps). And Loopholing: Seeing the Options Between the Rules.

Sometimes when things seem to very “complex” it is a relief to be able to see something that breaks it down to its basic “elements”.

I am not sure how I really feel when it comes to “The Power of the Universe”. But I would also be insincere if I did not admit to the “possibility” that it may be at work out there. As I was pondering all my thoughts for this posting I came across this posting from GapingVoid. It related to an upcoming documentary about a renowned sushi chef who even in his older age does not feel he has truly mastered his craft.

Maybe the message of the film is that person needs to remember the “craft” on hand in the moment. Rather than focusing in on the clock or on a date on a calendar as the “ultimate deadline” for its achievement. There are things that need to play a few extra “Mulligans” in life.

The thing we should never retire from. There are things you do that time as “an ending” should not be taken into consideration.

Does any of this make sense?

If this left you with a “Blank stare”.

Sorry. But that’s on you.

I do not know how some ideas “pop” into my head. I work for the most part by myself during the day and live on my own at night. Sometimes, I will read, watch or maybe even hear something that catches my mind. And while I am going about my work, I start “playing” with the idea in my head. In a matter of time, I am making notes. I like doing this on my own at work. I do not share what so ever these ideas directly with them. I do not even mention this site. They are not people who I would seek their input from on this endeavor. Besides it is important some times to keep the various aspects of your life into “separate and distinct” corners.

Before I get into the premise for this post. And I hinted towards it in the title. I was thinking about it as I went about my work. I was also listening to my MP3 player when this song came on.

And then I started thinking about a couple of other songs that could relate to it and its theme.

Ready for the music leap?

Both of the following songs use “capital punishment” as an allegory about “reckoning”. That final coming to terms with one’s own actions.

And now let me shift gears. Everyone experiences a certain amount of Pathos in their life. The Greeks defined as “(represents an appeal to the audience’s emotions. Pathos is a communication technique used most often in rhetoric (where it is considered one of the three modes of persuasion, alongside ethos and logos), and in literature, film and other narrative art.” However, this “mode” or “method” (depending on how you look at it) does not get that favorable of a view.There are a lot of people telling you should avoid it. They sell plenty of products that ease if not eliminate it. It is all contrary to the quote “We need to do more with less.” This quote has been thrown about for years. It seems to be highlighted more as gas prices rises. And guess no one has ever bought into the quote fully. Just go to any store. There are more items available than ever before. And then there are plenty of drugs available to “curb” the feeling. I really do not want to get started on the lawyer ads on TV that promise “Hurt? Damaged? I can make you whole again. Minus 30% in the small print.”

It is all about how you process the experience. What insights you draw out. The only people who seem to be voicing this are the comedians.

I listen to Marc Maron’s WTF? Podcast. Or Doug Stanhope albums. There is a degree of Pathos to their work but instead of hiding from it they decide to air it out. There is a degree of honesty to their work. You may not fully agree with them but you have to admit they make you think about your own positions. But right now it seems everyone wants to “draw sides” rather than think of the potential “possibilities” that may exist. The outcry for people like that is to “Be nice”. Which is ridiculous. Because “Nice” rarely equates to “Funny”. Or even challenges people to even “think”.

There is one comedian I want to highlight and that is Louis CK. His own show on cable is that blend of humor and pathos that is somewhat based on his own life. His show is not formatted like your typical sitcom show. It has a slight experimental film quality to it. And it goes into some very “dark” spots to get to some humor. Most people rarely want to go there via any humor.

(NOTE: All the video clips in the rest of this post contain Explicit Language and Situations)

First, I want to show some examples of his work from his first show that was on for a season on HBO called Lucky Louie.

It is funny that his daughter will not accept the answers for the simple things but the complex one at the end she goes for.

I do not have kids. But I have watched my friends with theirs. And I can tell you. Even though they won’t admit it. The scenario and its reaction are very true.

His current series allows his real comedy and the action of the storyline to come together. Hulu and Netflix are streaming Season 1. I am catching up on Season 2 episodes as they are available on Hulu. I think I may get the DVD sets because this is show I can see myself watching over again trying to pick up on the nuisances of the show. Season 2 featured some good moments. I wish I could find the clips to share. There was when Louie meets up with Dane Cook and has to resolve their feelings towards each other. It is based on the real life saga where Dane Cook was accused of stealing Louis CK’s jokes. There was an episode where Joan Rivers consults him on the fact his career will have highs and lows and he cannot control when they will happen to him in his career. The best one was when Doug Stanhope starred as Eddie a comedian who started with Louie. However, his career did not pan out like Louie’s did and he is there to say “Goodbye” as he was going off to kill himself. There are laughs but against the drama it is a really good moment of Pathos. The other part, of the show is that Louie CK is willing to make himself the “butt of the joke”. He is willing to be the victim.

Here are some clips.

Lesson: Your friend should never be your doctor.

Lesson: TSA needs to lighten up.

Lesson 2: It takes a brave man to admit to his “failings” or admit to his “needs”.

Lesson: Men have to at some point make peace with their own “vitality”.

The following demonstrates how humor and openness can make a conversation go deeper than normal.

The following is a clip from an episode that is not available yet. Doug Stanhope guest stars as “Eddie” who was a comedian who started with Louie back when they were younger. However, “Eddie’s” career never really took off. He meets up with Louie to say “Goodbye” because he is going off to kill himself. This clip highlights Louis’ reaction to what he has heard from his friend. His response breaks away from what is considered typical TV drama reaction to the moment.

Here is a clip where Louis (in real life) responds to the nuisances of modern life.

Pathos and memories can really make you take that “Alice-in-Wonderland-Trip-Down-the-Rabbit-Hole”. And I am going to switch back to another song to close this out. I always thought this song from Tom Petty was about an “old girlfriend who will not go away”. But the more I listen to it the song my work on that level but I think it more about those memories (that we all have) that never seem to come to a definitive resolutions in our minds. Plus the video uses the “Alice in Wonderland” motif.

Quick advice. The best thing to do with your old yearbooks is to let them collect dust.

And not necessarily in that order.

I would rather start my days with caffeine via coffee. I hate to kick start the morning with adrenaline via anger as a result of other people’s “issues”.

Some days life’s “flavor” is a bit of a lacking feeling.

Yesterday had to start as one of “those” mornings. And there was not enough coffee in me to deal with it. It was an “FML” moment that I wished I could have avoided. My co-workers were arguing more than normal and earlier than usual. I will spare the details because they are really stupid and had nothing to do with me personally. However, one of the “combatants” later tried to recruit me to his “side” of the fray. I tried to be nice and said, “Leave me out of this one”. He kept going. I kept repeating. He kept going. Finally, I had to yell, “I DO NOT care one way or the other about it! SO leave me the FUCK out of it!” And now he is mad at me.

I realized now how hard it is to be Switzerland when it comes to world conflict. That country must secretly drink a lot and take a lot of aspirin on top of it in order to detail with the International Community. They must hide it in the cheese and the chocolate they are known for. But they are also known for the Swiss Army Knife. So I wonder about all of that.

There is a thin between sanity and insanity. You can see how easy it can be nudged from one side into the other.

There are reasons why a certain scene in a movie “strikes a chord” with an audience. The scene takes an everyday occurrence that people can relate to and amps the drama of it a bit.

I had one of those movie related moments recently. So let me set up the scene.

I have a bad habit that I need to break from. I usually try to run an errand or two on my lunch break. I really do not like to eat lunch in the break room. You will more than likely get interrupted by a co-worker or the delivery bell staying there. Plus it is not a good place to read or even attempt to write. It made me realize something “dark” about human nature. The more critical a person is the less likely they are to be actually doing something. So I try to get away for an hour every day. I have to get things done when I can. However, I am in the bad habit of fast food convenience. The other day, I stopped at a drive thru place and got a cheeseburger. It was the worse. I have never gotten a burger like this before. The burger came loaded with condiment/sauce ratio of about 1:1. It should have come with a spoon to eat it or sponge to clean it up. And to add insult to injury it was served on a stale bun. I could have gone back to argue with a manager over quality. So I could hear the standard, “This has never happened before”. And other “Blah. Blah. Blah” standard replies. So I could be rewarded with vouchers of more food from them. In a way it is kind of like giving the sniper a second chance after missing you the first time.

And then I remember this scene from the 1993 movie Falling Down. It is the story of divorced and unemployed man played by Michael Douglas who is pushed to far by society and decides he will not be pushed around by daily stressors in life.

I would never react like he did. But I understand.

Who says, “I can’t resist temptation”?

I really do not have much to say is this post.

Sometimes the mind wanders.

And most likely it involves quite a few clicks across the Internet.

I came across a two videos that I think can help those of you (like myself) who feel at bit “stuck”.

We all need reminders from time to time.

29 WAYS TO STAY CREATIVE from TO-FU on Vimeo.

I think there is a tendency for people to dismiss what you find based on the way you came to the material. It really should not matter. The point is you discovered something for yourself.

The “fantasy” genre of literature is something I had pretty much abandoned after high school. I also never had a good reason to return to anything within the genre except for The Lord of the Rings series. So I had not been paying attention to the genre. I am always looking for new TV series to watch and I heard reviews for HBO’s new series Game of Thrones. (I do not have cable so I have to wait for the DVD’s to hit Netflix. So when it comes to TV series especially the ones on cable I am always about 6 months to a year behind in watching them.) The series is based on the books by George R.R. Martin who is a writer I was not familiar with either. I wanted to read at least the first in the series to see how well (or maybe not) the TV series plays to the book. I was curious on how the adaptation may work. However, the DVD’s will not be available until March.

I bought the book and 800 pages of story made take pause. I have not tackled reading a book of this amount in a while. However, I made it a goal to read at least one chapter a day. Side track a moment. It is also a goal of mine to read new authors this year and tackle more from my “To Be Read” pile.

This book took about 2 ½ weeks to read. And it was so worth the time. This book is filled with very intriguing characters. Each chapter is written from the “point of view” of its various characters. There is continuity between them all. It is a long book but it rewards the reader. Every time, there was something of “cliché” moment for “fantasy” writing the author goes the other way. Then I found myself drawn in even more to the story line where it became a book that was hard to put down.

I am not going to write a full review of the details. I want to give you the opportunity to discover it for yourself. I believe this work is worth the effort. I was so taken by the story than the day after I finished this book I immediately picked up the second volume Clash of Kings. It looks like Mr. Martin’s series is going to be with me for the next two months. After that I will need a new author to tackle from another genre. I am open to suggestions. I do not want to get stuck for too long in any one particular genre.

I was thinking why this series has gained some of the spotlight when it comes to our popular culture. First, HBO knows how to promote a series. They are also more willing to take on shows that big 3 networks would not have the courage to show. But then again the FCC has a thin skin when it comes to the few of the “offended”. A series also brings attention to the book it is based on. In this case, I think it is the tone of this book which is capturing the audience. This is a story about the most “seductive and addictive” drug ever known and that is “power”. This story highlights various factions trying to obtain that “power” and the characters that are caught up in that struggle.

This book I think captures some undertones that are going on in the U.S. culture at this time. The first thing is these are characters that swear oaths and go into actions to defend those oaths. We live in a culture where it seems like those who are in “power” are constantly saying “I did not say that. I was taking out of context.” We have too many so called leaders now that hide behind lawyers, insurance regulations and opinion polls. People want to experience people who are the “antithesis” of that even if it is in a fictional setting. Secondly, I also think that our current Presidential Election process (or better yet “farce”) is bringing people to this series. In the story, it is a kingdom being ripped apart by various factions with the goal somehow reuniting that same kingdom as a whole someday. How this series will come to that ending is yet to be known (at least for myself)? It is not healthy for a society to have at least two years of two parties with various factions fighting it out for the job of the President. Two years running for a four year job is not an efficient way to run a society. At least not forward and up. But it seems like a good way to “go into the ground”. Ideology cannot be fought on a daily basis. There has to be some “pragmatics” at work. This book says as much about our present times as it does for the time in which it set.